6th April 2014💕
Today is the first day she ever say she love me☺😘 felt so sweet and speechless! Hehehehe! First time went bowling today though~ being tgt with her really lightened up my life~ although i think i’m not good enough but.. I hope i can be by her side even i can’t do anything much.. But i still wondering what’s on her mind.. Sometime i really want know though.. Sometime i tell you i’m spacing out actually i’m thinking.. Thinking alot of things~ why you like me why this why that.. Never have an answer though… Never dare to ask.. Only dare to think.. Always think i’m not good enough for you because i know i expect too much on myself but i never seem to get over it… Knowing i’m putting too much expectation on me… Being myself and at the same time trying to improve myself is so hard man😂
Thanks for liking me thanks for everything you did~ i really appreciate it☺ falling in love with you every single day.. This is not what i expected but oh well life is unexpected and unpredictable😚
Just wanna say i love you idiot pig😘❤
Reading through your old tumblr post is weird man… I find what i post is abit LOLOLOL….. Feel like deleting but… Maybe not.. 😂
21st fri night.. I don’t know what to say but yeah.. Tipsy and brain sot… It just happened… I don’t know how and i don’t know what to say.. All i can say is i’m really falling for you and i’m afraid of it… It’s scares me alot… Because i might not know what will happen the next day i wake up.. Maybe you will ignore me and don’t care for me.. I really don’t know… And plus you didn’t gave me any answer even though i don’t expect much… But.. I’m still afraid… Afraid one day you will leave me.. I don’t want to be paranoid but… You make me feel this way… I don’t know what are we now.. And i really want to know somehow.. What i am to you… I’m confused… And i’m afraid if i ask anything about it things will change instantly.. But how long can i hold on to this unknown relation? Just how long? Maybe i can hold it for long but is that what you want? 😔 Yeap we kissed we hold hands we act like couple but… I’m still afraid.. I’m such a lousy person when comes to relationships stuff.. Omg…
Falling in love with you unknowingly is so unexpected and sweet(: i don’t know how and why but i just did☺
Afraid of love, because she has already lost so much..